So we came back from state and entered SA once more, four years in WA seemed to go by and by that time we said hello to two new additions in our family, another sister and our very first brother, so a family of 5 plus 2 parents drive over the boarder to get to the house where i once grew up...i was in grade 4 again, as WA does not have reception like SA does so a repeat of year four was needed errr...the usual shit of school, the endless bullying and unfinished homework, became the reality, the old and the new faces that i once walked the school yards with changed and turned on me and the hell i once WAS so happy i left WAS back and i could escape it the second time, my feelings for that girl never went away, there was no other girl in this school like her, so i had to shut my feelings down and bury them, for them to never be dug up again!
it was easier than i thought, with my parents fighting again, more additions to the family so that made my family a family of 7 children and 2 adults, nine! some call that the royal number, for reasons i seem to forget, but NINE!! what a full house we are!!
as the years past and the torment of school pushed on, i learnt that even being good at art, sports and english made me a freak, loving choir meant i was a dork and actually being able to sing good meant i was an even bigger nerd, why did i let my 12 year old self be pushed and shoved by these anons!! who knows!!??!!
school is a hell hole, you either sink or swim or die trying!! but this wasnt the worst, the worst is yet to come!
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